New Beginnings

 New beginnings

    New beginnings are scary. At least for me they are. I have been stepping out of my comfort zone so much lately. It's a good thing, still scary. Maybe for the last few years I've been finding comfort in fear and doubt. Not moving. Not being seen. Hiding. Yet lately I have felt different. 

    Have you seen the movie Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade? If you haven't this is a spoiler. You know when Indiana is at the temple and comes to the leap of faith...  there is a bridge but it's hidden by an optical illusion. I feel like (and have for a long time) like I am standing at the cavern and I can't see a way across or the bridge. The bridge is leading me to my goals and dreams. Stuck.

    Recently though, I have felt myself taking steps across the bridge that I don't see. At least Indiana had the sand. Every time I take a step, it feels like it's out of my control. Like auto pilot. Then my consciousness catches up and I kind of panic inside. My husband says it is my own manifestations helping me.

So the progress I have made so far:

• I have grown my tiktok following from 185 to over 6600 with the ultimate goal of 10k TikTok
• I now have my own tiktok shop. Which I am on the tip of the iceberg learning about. TikTok Shop
• I have started doing my art again. Which makes me so happy
• I have started making videos for youtube and the other social media applications again 
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• I have started making my art videos again

• I have started making my mediation videos again

• I have been working on the novel again
• I am making Designs on Spring.com again Spring.com
• I am blogging again (you are here)
• I opened up an Art Gallery online with ArtPal.com 

It's so much, so fast. All of this on top of my normal life of being a busy mom, wife and having a full time job. It's kind of crazy sometimes. 

I just want to say that if you have a dream or goal you want to reach. Manifest it. See yourself doing it.  Take the steps towards it. I know staying where you are can feel comfortable but it becomes stagnant. I hope you follow your dreams, and reach for your stars. Yes it might be scary, but isn't that kind of wonderful?