It's my road and I want more: A new me

My life has changed so much in the years that have passed since I began this blog. Especially in the last few years that I haven't posted. SO many of the things I have had to face have changed me. I have not only grown stronger from certain struggles but found that I was stronger than I thought. I have learned to love myself. Since my post last week. I went through and read the old posts I wrote and I keep them for nostalgia but I can't help but look at them with wiser eyes and disagree with certain sentiments.

One of my past posts I was disagreeing with people who say you need to love yourself. I went on a rant about how I love my husband and kids more than myself. I admitted to hating myself somedays. I talked about how everyone dislikes or even hates things about themselves and that was ok. That we are our own worst enemies... I questioned if it was possible to love myself in a non vain way.

I can't help but feel sadness and almost pity for my past self. To actually have thought and believed these things. I have grown so much. I love myself more than I can express. It is not ego. I do not believe I am better than anyone else, also I do not believe I am any less than anyone else. There aren't things I dislike about myself, just things I am improving on. There is always potential to grow and be exactly who and how I want to be. I am almost disappointed in my past post, in sharing self hating statements. I am a wonderful person and I deserve better from myself.

Just as you deserve better from yourself. I have so much love for myself that I am able to have a full cup for others. I feel we are too hard on ourselves. Too unloving. I have been on a journey of self love and self re-discovery. I have grown so much spiritually. I am wiser not just from age but from the journey. I want to help all I can to take a journey of self love and re-discovery. To find the best life within themselves.

I try to help spread light and love to anyone I can. I create videos on youtube with this purpose. I make subliminal message videos to help re-wire the brain; for healing, or to be happier, or any number of things we as individuals need help and encouragement to grow. We all have the potential to live our best lives. We all have the potential to exceed our own expectations. We have the potential to achieve our goals and dreams. We just need to have faith, wisdom and courage to succeed.

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