Life has been pretty upside down and busy lately with moving and kids starting school. These last two weeks have been stressful to say the least. I hope that everything will fall into place and daily life won't be so difficult. With being so busy it's been very hard to post anything. My mentality alone is so wrapped up in daily things that single simple ideas for posts escape me. I have been fighting depression. That is mostly because I have been so busy being mom I'm forgetting myself. Everything is changing and it's hard to adjust. Everything feels new from cleaning, to cooking, to the kids schools, laundry. Everything is new and different. I know I wouldn't be feeling so down if I would just do things that are for me. I eat and I shower but those are for my physical body. My mind, spirit needs escape, release, stimulation.
That's one thing every mom I know does. Is neglect themselves. Dad's too. Sometimes you have to step back and take a breath, take a break. Be you. Do what makes you You. That's why I love writing. I may not blog enough. But I write. I imagine. I feel. I experience, I play. I miss painting, and I miss learning guitar.
Kids are not supposed to be a burden, distraction, or subtraction from you. They are an addition. Don't forget you are apart of your life's equation. Just breath and do something for you.
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