2 years

    So long and yet so fast.
Its been over two years since my last post. So much in my life has changed. My family has grown. I have another son who is one now. Two little nephews, one is about 8 months old and another who is about 4 months. Beautiful babies. I have moved. I am hoping to move again soon, to find a home of my own. I have built up some old relationships, formed new ones, while others have sadly diminished.
 My husband  and I are still hopelessly in love. We have our good days and bad but there aren't very many bad ones. He is so amazing, and strong through all of the crap we have been throught together. He is such a blessing in my life. My oldest is getting tall and emotional. I love him and I hope puberty isn't as hard on him as I fear it might be. If he is anything like his biological father he will be taller than me in no time. He's 10 and comes up to my nose. My oldest daughter has begun to be emotional as well. I am worried their puberty is going to be the end of me. I love them, but I don't know how to help them through this. This is all new to me in the aspect of being a parent. My 3rd  is in school now. He seems to love it. He has friends which I thank God for. My fourth will begin in Kindergarten in the summer when my oldest begins 6th grade. I can 't believe it, middle school. My fifth is such a beautiful little drama queen. She acts like a teenager trapped in a two year old's body. And my yougest is a fun little mess of a boy. He can't make it through the day being clean.
     I have picked up another hobby almost two years ago. I was pregnant with my youngest and I didn't know if he was a he or a she and I began making hair bows. I was a little surprised (shouldn't have been) when we found out he was a boy. I hope to begin to blog again and hopefuly get up to everyday.
 I still love to write. I am still writing the story I began 15+ years ago. I must write it or I won't be able to move past it or grow as a writer.

I hope that this blog will help me grow. Wish me luck.